lunes, 16 de marzo de 2020

First kiss


It's taken me ages, but I finally feel complete when I'm on my own. I have emotional support, attention, fun, respect, laughter, hugs, good sex.

However, there are other things I can't have on my own.
Help sometimes when I feel like shit.
A nudge when I'm being stubborn.
Homemade food when I'm exhausted.
Interesting stories I haven't heard yet.
Whispers in my ear.
A ridiculously romantic first kiss.

So if you are not planning to give me any of those things, what reason do I have to invest time in you when I could be investing it in myself?

lunes, 9 de marzo de 2020

Muy hasta la polla


De los vecinos, del curro, de la gente, de los tíos, del móvil, de la gripe, de las noticias, de todo.

jueves, 5 de marzo de 2020

Fast junk


fast food = junk food
fast (food) = junk (food)
fast = junk

miércoles, 4 de marzo de 2020

This is not what I ordered


I thought he was a carrot, but he turned out to be just a dick.

martes, 25 de febrero de 2020

lunes, 24 de febrero de 2020

domingo, 16 de febrero de 2020

viernes, 24 de enero de 2020

lunes, 30 de diciembre de 2019

martes, 3 de diciembre de 2019

Love



I opened this window and wrote the title at the top.

Love

Such a big word, so big that frightens me. But love is a decision that I make.
The decision to feel the fear without letting it stop me from doing the things I want to do.
Like travelling alone
trusting someone I like
and being happy.

jueves, 21 de noviembre de 2019

Pain


There are two types of pain
pain with a point
and pain without a point.

martes, 19 de noviembre de 2019

Sobreacogedor


Casi siempre que las cosas dan miedo,
es porque no se han hecho todavía.

lunes, 28 de octubre de 2019

What people say


We all say we don't care about what people say, I say it too. However, yesterday I proved myself wrong.

I was cycling along the beach when I saw those beautiful rocks and I thought I'd like to shoot a picture on them.

I looked around and there were some people. An old lady with a dog. A family with two kids and another dog. A cuddly couple. Three friends drinking beer.

The beach was big and they were quite far away, but it would be obvious that there was a naked person doing weird things on the rocks even from the distance. I felt shy.

So I took some pictures with my clothes on to check the framing and I smoked a cigarette waiting for a moment of privacy.

When most people left, I discreetly took my clothes off and tried to shoot the three pictures I needed, but I took the first one and my battery died.

When I realised, I started shouting at my camera.. En serio? Venga ho! Ahora te apagas cabrona? Me cagüen todo!

Of course, by then more people had showed up and they were looking at the angry naked person shaking something in the air.

It's not the first time that I lose the opportunity of doing something I want because I'm scared of what people would say. But you know what? Even trying to be careful and neglecting my own wishes all my life, people still talk shit about me.

Next time I'm getting naked, fuck it.

domingo, 27 de octubre de 2019

miércoles, 16 de octubre de 2019

The traveller


Sometimes I travel in time.

I lie down, close my eyes and go to the past, to a moment of my childhood when I felt scared, misunderstood or despised, and I give myself a big hug until we both calm down.

Of course, doing this I'm altering the past and creating a new timeline in which I grow up knowing what secure attachment feels like.

When I come back, the present has changed. A little bit.